SCHOOL IS A BITCH.

TIME IS RUNNING FAST BUT IN ALL THIS TIME NONE IS DEDICATED TO MYSELF. WITH MYSELF I MEAN MY APPEARENCE, MY SOCIAL LIFE, MY BLOG, MY FRIENDS - EVERYTHING THAT IS A PART OF ME. SCHOOL IS TAKING OVER AND I'M GOING TO COLLAPSE SOON. LUCKILY, I AM DONE IN TWO MONTHS SO I AM GOING TO KEEP UP THE 'GOOD' WORK SO THAT I CAN SPAM THIS BLOG ALL OVER AFTER MY EXAMS.

BIG UP TO ALL MY READERS FOR STILL VISITING THIS MESS. IN THE MEANTIME, IF YOU MISS ME THAT MUCH - HOPES UP HIGH - YOU CAN FOLLOW ME AT TWITTER OR ADD ME ON FACEBOOK.

DISASTER AREA.

I'M GETTING FRUSTRATED. TODAY I PLANNED IN - WHILE I AM IN MY WELL DESERVED VACATION - A DAY TO WORK FOR SCHOOL. NO I AM NOT ILL, I DID NOT BUMP MY HEAD AND I AM NOT FORCED TO. I JUST THOUGHT IT WAS A GOOD IDEA. WITH THAT IN MY HEAD I GRABBED MY SKETCH BOOK TO SKETCH SOME SHIT OUT FOR MY EXHIBITION. NEXT YEAR I HAVE TWO EXHIBITIONS BECAUSE I FUCKED UP MY LAST ONE. MY DEAR TEACHER, WHO I ADORE WITH ALL MY HEART, WAS SO KIND TO TELL ME THAT IF MY EXHIBITION WAS DONE BY SOMEONE ELSE IT WOULD HAVE RECEIVED ONE OF THE HIGHEST GRADES OF ALL. BUT UNFORTUNATELY, IT WAS ME, A STUDENT WHICH SHE HAS HIGH EXPECTATIONS OF AND CAN DO MUCH BETTER. AHUM. SURE.

AS YOU MIGHT KNOW OR NOT, I HAVE ALWAYS THE TIME TO MAKE ART AND IF NOT I WILL MAKE TIME FOR IT. SO I DID. WITH A PENCIL IN MY HAND AND MY SKETCHBOOK IN FRONT OF ME I WAS READY. BUT JUST WHEN I WANTED TO START, MY HEAD WAS AS EMPTY AS.. SHIT THAT'S REALLY EMPTY. NOTHING WOULD COME ON PAPER. MY INSPIRATION IS GONE. I'M LOOKING AROUND, THINKING, EVEN WENT OUTSIDE FOR A MINUTE BUT IT DOESN'T HELP. GOT ANY PHILOSOPHICAL TIPS, OR JUST SOME DOPE ARTISTS TEL MEH HEHE.

IT'S ALL ABOUT UNLEASHING FRUSTRATION. AGAIN.

PUTTING IT OUT THERE.

JUST WANTED TO SAY THAT I APOLOGIZE FOR ALL THE DAYS I SUCK AND NEGLECT THIS BLOG. I WAS SO BUSY LAST WEEKS ON THE POINT OF BULGING MY EYEBALLS OUT, AND REALLY I STILL AM. WE'RE TALKING ABOUT SCHOOL AND STRESS HERE. ALSO ABOUT PARTIES, PRETTY NICE WEATHER AND CHILLING WITH FRIENDS WHILE I CAN.. BUT MOST OF THE TIME SCHOOL AND STRESS. NOT TO MENTION THAT I AM LEAVING THE NETHERLANDS NEXT WEEK TO PAY A FIVE DAYS DURING VISIT TO MY UNCLE IN MOROCCO. AND NO, THAT WON'T BE 5 DAYS OF TANNING AND SHOPPING UNFORTUNATELY. STRAIGHT UP FAMILY BUSINESS. BUT NOT TO WORRY CUZ BESIDES THAT I AM ALIVE AND CAPABLE OF POSTING A LOT OF HOT STUFF SOON!

SCHOOL WAS COOL, UNTIL..

SO MY BLOG IS KIND OF DEAD LATELY. THAT'S BECAUSE A COUPLE OF WEEKS AGO I HAD A CONVERSATION WITH MY MENTOR TELLING ME THAT IF I KEEP DOING THE SHIT I DO I WON'T MAKE IT TO MY LAST YEAR. I'VE ALWAYS SAID THAT I WOULD FINISH SCHOOL WITHOUT DOING A YEAR OVER - SO I'M GOING TO STICK TO THAT. SIX YEARS OF SCHOOL IS BAD ENOUGH, I'M NOT STRETCHING THAT TO SEVEN YEARS. BESIDES THAT MY DAD IS ALREADY FLIPPING OUT AND THINKING THAT MY WHOLE SCHOOL CARREER IS CRASHING DOWN GHEHE. JEEZ.. WHAT ONE CONVERSATION CAN DO.

ANYWAYS, I'M GONNA WORK ON MY SCHOOLGRADES SO I CAN CHILL AND PARTY ERRRRDAY THIS SUMMER. I'LL BE BACK :)

THE BLOODY BEETROOTS.

THIS WEEKEND, THE DAY AFTER MY B'DAY THE BLOODY BEETROOTS WERE PERFORMING IN PARADISO AT 5 DAYS OFF. I CRIED AND I CRIED AND I CRIED OUT LOUD THAT I COULDN'T BE THERE CUZ I DIDN'T HAVE TICKETS AND I CRIED HARDER THAT MY FRIEND A. DID GO. I AM GLAD FOR HER, DON'T GET ME WRONG BUT JUST RECONSIDER THE FACT THAT I WOULD HAVE KILLED SOMEONE OR WOULD HAVE GAVE AWAY A PAIR OF J'S TO BE THERE INSTEAD OF CLEANING THE HOUSE AFTER MY PARTY, UH? WHAT A SELF PITY.

ANYWAYS.. ENOUGH ABOUT ME - LET'S FOCUS ON THE BLOODY BEETROOTS. THE ALTER EGO OF DJ AND PRODUCER SIR BOB CORNELIUS RIFO, ASSISTED BY HIS PARTNER IN CRIME DJ TOMMY TEA, THEY BRING YOU SOME NICE ELECTRO TO GET YOU TROUGH THE NIGHT. SIR BOB COMES FROM A SMALL PLACE OFTEN ASSOCIATED WITH ALCOHOL CALLED BASSANO DEL GRAPPA BUT HIS MUSIC GOES WORLDWIDE. THE FORMATION STARTED IN 2007 AND THE MASKS WEARING BLOODY BEETROOTS WAS IMMEDIATELY HYPED BY BLOGS AND GAUGHT THE ATTETION OF ETIENNE DE CREDY AND ALEX GOPHER, WHO ASKED HIM TO DO SOME REMIXES. IN THE MEANTIME THERE ARE 50 OF THEM AND WE ARE ALL ABLE TO PLAY THEM ON AND ON.

I AM IN FOR ALL SORTS OF MUSIC - HIP HOP, R&B, RAP, DUBSTEP BUT THERE ARE ONLY FEW WHO WILL TURN MY IPOD CRAZEH AND THE BLOODY BEETROOTS ARE ONE OF THESE. I'LL PROVIDE YOU WITH SOME EYE AND EAR CANDY AND YOU MAY THANK ME LATER.

FUCK YOU PARADISO.

I AM GONNA CRY SO HARD. SOOOOO MY BIRTHDAY IS COMING UP AND MY BF HAD THIS GREAT IDEA TO COP SOME TICKETS FOR THE BLOODY BEETROOTS ON 5 DAYS OFF IN PARADISO. IF SHE WOULDN'T I WOULD GET THEM MYSELF BUT SHE SAID IT WAS OKAY. SO AS TIME WENT BY I THOUGHT THEY COULD BE SOLD OUT ALREADY SO WE SHOULD HURRY, BUT MY FRIEND TOOK ALL THE TIME. LIKE, 20 000 YEARS LATER SHE WANTED TO ORDER THEM AND THEY WERE SOLD OUTTTTTTTTTTT. I WANTED TO GO SO BAD YOU DON'T EVEN KNOW. PARADISO SHOULD JUST SEND ME SOME TICKETS (I WISH) JUST BECAUSE I DESERVE IT FOR MY BDAY. IF ANYONE HAS SOME TICKETS THEY DON'T WANT ANYMORE OR YOU THINK I DESERVE IT (I REALLY DO YOU KNOW) HOLLER! I WILL LOVE YOU FOR EVER AND I WILL BLOG YOUR ASS IF YOU WANT ME TO (SWAG WHORE HERE).

IT IS ALL BOUT UNLEASHING FRUSTRATION.