7.28.2010

DISASTER AREA.

I'M GETTING FRUSTRATED. TODAY I PLANNED IN - WHILE I AM IN MY WELL DESERVED VACATION - A DAY TO WORK FOR SCHOOL. NO I AM NOT ILL, I DID NOT BUMP MY HEAD AND I AM NOT FORCED TO. I JUST THOUGHT IT WAS A GOOD IDEA. WITH THAT IN MY HEAD I GRABBED MY SKETCH BOOK TO SKETCH SOME SHIT OUT FOR MY EXHIBITION. NEXT YEAR I HAVE TWO EXHIBITIONS BECAUSE I FUCKED UP MY LAST ONE. MY DEAR TEACHER, WHO I ADORE WITH ALL MY HEART, WAS SO KIND TO TELL ME THAT IF MY EXHIBITION WAS DONE BY SOMEONE ELSE IT WOULD HAVE RECEIVED ONE OF THE HIGHEST GRADES OF ALL. BUT UNFORTUNATELY, IT WAS ME, A STUDENT WHICH SHE HAS HIGH EXPECTATIONS OF AND CAN DO MUCH BETTER. AHUM. SURE.

AS YOU MIGHT KNOW OR NOT, I HAVE ALWAYS THE TIME TO MAKE ART AND IF NOT I WILL MAKE TIME FOR IT. SO I DID. WITH A PENCIL IN MY HAND AND MY SKETCHBOOK IN FRONT OF ME I WAS READY. BUT JUST WHEN I WANTED TO START, MY HEAD WAS AS EMPTY AS.. SHIT THAT'S REALLY EMPTY. NOTHING WOULD COME ON PAPER. MY INSPIRATION IS GONE. I'M LOOKING AROUND, THINKING, EVEN WENT OUTSIDE FOR A MINUTE BUT IT DOESN'T HELP. GOT ANY PHILOSOPHICAL TIPS, OR JUST SOME DOPE ARTISTS TEL MEH HEHE.

IT'S ALL ABOUT UNLEASHING FRUSTRATION. AGAIN.

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