STYMEST.

NUMÉRO HOMME DRÔLES D'OISEAUX ASH STYMEST

DISASTER AREA.

I'M GETTING FRUSTRATED. TODAY I PLANNED IN - WHILE I AM IN MY WELL DESERVED VACATION - A DAY TO WORK FOR SCHOOL. NO I AM NOT ILL, I DID NOT BUMP MY HEAD AND I AM NOT FORCED TO. I JUST THOUGHT IT WAS A GOOD IDEA. WITH THAT IN MY HEAD I GRABBED MY SKETCH BOOK TO SKETCH SOME SHIT OUT FOR MY EXHIBITION. NEXT YEAR I HAVE TWO EXHIBITIONS BECAUSE I FUCKED UP MY LAST ONE. MY DEAR TEACHER, WHO I ADORE WITH ALL MY HEART, WAS SO KIND TO TELL ME THAT IF MY EXHIBITION WAS DONE BY SOMEONE ELSE IT WOULD HAVE RECEIVED ONE OF THE HIGHEST GRADES OF ALL. BUT UNFORTUNATELY, IT WAS ME, A STUDENT WHICH SHE HAS HIGH EXPECTATIONS OF AND CAN DO MUCH BETTER. AHUM. SURE.

AS YOU MIGHT KNOW OR NOT, I HAVE ALWAYS THE TIME TO MAKE ART AND IF NOT I WILL MAKE TIME FOR IT. SO I DID. WITH A PENCIL IN MY HAND AND MY SKETCHBOOK IN FRONT OF ME I WAS READY. BUT JUST WHEN I WANTED TO START, MY HEAD WAS AS EMPTY AS.. SHIT THAT'S REALLY EMPTY. NOTHING WOULD COME ON PAPER. MY INSPIRATION IS GONE. I'M LOOKING AROUND, THINKING, EVEN WENT OUTSIDE FOR A MINUTE BUT IT DOESN'T HELP. GOT ANY PHILOSOPHICAL TIPS, OR JUST SOME DOPE ARTISTS TEL MEH HEHE.

IT'S ALL ABOUT UNLEASHING FRUSTRATION. AGAIN.

BLOGPROPS - KENZAS.SE

I FOLLOW A LOT OF BLOGS FOR INSPIRATION AND THE LATEST NEWS OF ALL KINDS. NEVERTHELESS, THERE ARE JUST A FEW I VISIT ON A REGULAR BASIS.

ONE OF THESE IS THE BLOG OF KENZA. THIS HALF MOROCCAN CHICK FROM SWEDEN IS ONLY NINETEEN AND ALREADY GRADUATED AND CURRENTLY WORKING FOR MTV. SHE IS ALSO A MODEL FOR ELITE MODEL MANAGEMENT AND PRETTY SHE IS. BESIDES THAT SHE IS OWNER OF THREE DIFFERENT COLLECTIONS: SHOES, CLOTHING AND A JEWELRY LINE. SHE BLOGS ABOUT ALL KINDS OF HOT STUFF LIKE TRAVELING, FASHION, HER PERSONAL LIFE, HER DAILY OUTFITS ETC ETC. HER STYLE IS FEMININE WITH A TWIST. I'VE GOT LOVE FOR HER GREAT COLLECTION OF SHORTS AND NOT TO MENTION HER COLLECTION OF ALLSTARS.

EVEN TOUGH THE BLOG IS IN SWEDISH, GOOGLE TRANSLATE DOESN'T HELP AND I CAN'T UNDERSTAND HALF THE SHIT OF WHAT SHE IS SAYING, I RECOMMEND IT HIGHLY.

INSPIRATION, PICSPIRATION: TATS.

THOUGHT THIS DAY WOULD NEVER COME.

BUT YES, HERE IT IS. TODAY I HAD THIS MOMENT AND TOLD MYSELF TO STOP SHITTING AROUND FOR A WHILE AND TAKE SOME TIME FOR MY BLOG AND OTHER THINGS ON THE INTERWEB. LISTENING TO MYSELF, I DID. I CAN APOLOGIZE FOR THE LACK OF POSTING FOR WEEKS SLASH MONTHS BUT BROWSING THRUE THESE PAGES I CAN CONCLUDE THAT I ALREADY DID THAT (MANY TIMES).

THE GOOD NEWS IS: I'M OVER TO MY NEXT AND FINAL YEAR OF SCHOOL :D YOU DON'T REALIZE HOW MUCH EFFORT THAT HAS COST AND I REALIZE THAT I DIDN'T HAVE TO DO SO MUCH EFFORT IF I WOULD HAVE DONE SOME SHIT FOR SCHOOL THIS YEAR. BUT IT'S ALL GOOD. I CONVINCED MY MENTOR THAT I'M ABLE TO HANDLE MY EXAMS NEXT YEAR AND THAT SHE AND ALL THE OTHER TEACHERS WOULD REGRET IT IF THEY WOULDN'T LET ME PASS. THE LAST THREAT REALLY HELPED HEHE.

ANYWAYS, THIS SCHOOL YEAR IS DONE (2 WEEKS ALREADY) AND THAT MEANS THAT I HAVE VACATION. I'M NOT GOING TO AN OTHER COUNTRY. A MONTH BEFORE THIS VACATION I WENT TO MOROCCO, WHAT WAS PRETTY CHILL. TWO WEEKS LATER I WENT TO POLAND (KRAKOW) WHAT WAS PRETTY NICE ALSO, DIDN'T EXPECT THAT IT WOULD BE THOUGH. THE MUSIC SCENE IS SICK THERE BY THE WAY. AND YEAS, NOW WE'RE JUST CHILLING IN THE NETHERLANDS HEHE.

JUST WANTED TO UPDATE YOU GUYS. I'M BACK. BETWEEN CHILLING, SHOPPING AND OTHER STUFF I WILL BE POSTING REGULARLY SO KEEP CHECKING.

LOVE.